Remember that one time when I waited all weekend for a guy to text me and go on an actual date, but it never happened?  Yeah that sucked.  Big time.  Every time I think I’ve turned a corner where he’s concerned, something happens and go right back to where I was.

Friday morning he texted me and was sweet and said he was coming up and wanted to go out, and then nothing.  I waited around like a pathetic fool, for no reason.  When will I learn?

I just want someone to feel like I deserve to made a priority.

Pathetic, Party of 1

Yep, that’s me.

The single 33-year-old who needed every ounce of self control in her being to go three days without texting a guy who is probably not even interested in me.

I always wonder if I had more experience would I be different?  It’s not the first time in my life I’ve taken things too far.  I grab the smallest amount of possible interest and make it much bigger in my head than it is in reality.

I went way out on a limb and asked him out this weekend, and he immediately replied no.  Why can’t  I take a hint.  I’m sure he reads the desperation in the tone and is sorry he ever texted me.